I don't deny when people say i'm selfish. Well, so far, my parents are the only one who have said that. i guess i'm not that bad then? *laughs* Selfish is something that are installed in every single human being, just how strong is it on the person. I have met people who thinks that they are really great and everything belongs to them, that they should have. This may not sound like selfish, it is. Selfish comes in many different kind, different selfish-ness comes from different people, does that make sense? It doesn't do any sense for me.
I need to repharse my words.

I'm living in a world of people who thinks for themselves. Of course, there are a handful of people who are not which i'm hanging out with. But i'm talking about people who are SUPER close to me. Be it, family, relatives and friends. They fall into the same catagory.

When we are young, we think that all family members are great, nothing happen and that they are angels. As we grew older, we know there were many problems and agruements that happen. This lead to discomfort and lesser trust for those we thought are angels. Adults ARE childish and think they are mature when it comes down fights and arguements. i still think that all the children or can i say toddlers are the most kindest and maturest when it comes to fight. They know what's forget and forgive... They don't need parents to teach them. Of couse when it comes to teens, they tend to forget all that and parents step in "maturing" talk comes behind them.

I don't know about you guys, but some toddlers have to teach their parents! In chinese, we also say mei da mei xiao. It meants unpolite, no respect. I met those people alot and sad to say they are blood related people. at least our 6 DNA matches. This is really sickening to know someone like that is in your blood.
Wait, i just no? not in my blood? I got to get my facts right. HAHA~ But i can say that person is related to me as a relatives.

Going to that part of my family always make me shilvers and puke, esp when i am the only one who knows what is going on with the parents, not only that, i also have to handle cousins agruements Can you believe it?
I can't, well, i think it is because my dad has taught me that family is important, no matter what, it's good to help one and other and leave those negatives things aside. As long as when that person or me, myself, has left earth knowing that i have done my very best. the almost best in spending time with them.
Something that i learnt and have craved in my heart or mind. Well, that's the only reason why i am spending more time with my family instead of wasting my times finding a guy. No offence, the upmost reason why i'm single till now is that SINGAPOREAN MAN IS EW! haha.
Alright, i admit, i have high standards! PERIOD.


To all family, Cherish and love,
Chelsa